What's that I'm supposed to feel?

It's Christmas morning.


Woke up feeling slightly better than yesterday, but still feeling beat. Am on leave for Christmas, been up and about normal daytime hours for a few days now, but yesterday... oh boy. lol. Sometimes I wake up so stiff and sore, I can't straighten my back for a while.


Sat through family lunch yesterday a little hunched, had a portion of some spicy fish dish that was super yummy, then promptly came home and had a tummy ache. *rolls eyes* I hope I can get through today's lunch at Nan's place without incident. 


It's Christmas Morning.


I'm supposed to feel fellowship with my fellow man, I think. lol. I couldn't be more distant. I sometimes wonder if this is the flip side of being an introvert. You can't really connect with people. I wonder if I'll spiral so far inwards that it seems ok to not have a large group of friends to celebrate things with. Oh well. It's Christmas morning... the least I can do is remain affable and mellow.




Now, if only I would wake up enough to BE all that lol.