Me? The real me?

Eric posted his results from an online numerology analysis thingie. I left a comment, he seemed both slightly amused and a tad taken aback.

And I can see why!

Here are some snippets from mine that are dead accurate.
Oh hell, here's the whole thing!

You entered: Fiona Kathleen Hogan
There are 18 letters in your name.
Those 18 letters total to 85
There are 8 vowels and 10 consonants in your name.

Your number is: 4

The characteristics of #4 are: A foundation, order, service, struggle against limits, steady growth.

The expression or destiny for #4:
Order, service, and management are the cornerstones of the number 4 Expression. Your destiny is to express wonderful organization skills with your ever practical, down-to-earth approach. You are the kind of person who is always willing to work those long, hard hours to push a project through to completion. A patience with detail allows you to bbecome expert in fields such as building, engineering, and all forms of craftsmanship. Your abilities to write and teach may lean toward the more technical and detailed. In the arts, music will likely be your choice. Artistic talents may also appear in such fields as horiculture and floral arrangement, as well. Many skilled physicians and especially surgeons have the 4 Expression.

The positive attitudes of the 4 Expression yield responsibility; you are one who no doubt, fulfills obligations, and is highly systematic and orderly. You are serious and sincere, honest and faithful. It is your role to help and you are required to do a good job at everything you undertake.

If there is too much 4 energies present in your makeup, you may express some of the nnegative attitudes of the number 4. The obligations that you face may tend to create frustration and feelings of limitation or restriction. You may sometimes find yourself nursing negative attitudes in this regard and these can keep you in a rather low mood. Avoid becoming too rigid, stubborn, dogmatic, and fixed in your opinions. You may have a tendency to develop and hold very strong likes and dislikes, and some of these may border on the classification of prejudice. The negative side of 4 often produces dominant and bossy individuals who use disciplinarian to an excess. These tendencies must be avoided. Finally, like nearly all with 4 Expression, you must keep your eye on the big picture and not get overly wrapped up in detail and routine.

Your Soul Urge number is: 7

A Soul Urge number of 7 means:
With a number 7 Soul Urge you are very fond of reading, and retreating to periods of being alone and away from the disruptions of the outer world. You like to dream and develop your idealistic understandings, to study and analyze, to gain knowledge and wisdom. You may be too laid back and withdrawn to really succeed in the business world, and you will be much more comfortable in circumstances that are tolerant of your reserve, your analytical approach, and your desire to use your mind rather than your physical being.

You are very timid around people that you don't know very well, so much so at times that casual conversation and social situations can be strained. You tend to repress your emotions to the extent that some people have a good bit of difficult understanding you. You tend to be very selective with friends and you don't easily adapt to new environments or to new people very quickly.

The negative traits of the 7 include becoming too much the introvert and isolated from others.

Your Inner Dream number is: 6

An Inner Dream number of 6 means:
You dream of guiding and fostering the perfect family in the perfect home. You crave the devotion from offspring and a loving spouse. You picture yourself in the center of a successful domestic unit.

This MIGHT have been 95% accurate about.... oh.... 5-7 years ago. But right now? I'd say about 60%. Here're the nuggets that are dead accurate though :

- the bits about being responsible.
I'll die before I fail at something I've promised. But this madness grows less each year so possible there's hope for me. heh. I've actually learnt to say no to people.

- the bits about being orderly and systematic.
yes, I can see this one developing as the years go by too. I hope I don't drive my MasterChief out of his gourd with my habits.

- the reading and the retreating
I cannot fathom life without my books and my alone time!!

- the dominant bits.
My personality is rather a strong one. You either love me, or hate me. There's no inbetween and I've been this way for as long as I can remember, even back to kindergarten.


I'll tell you something else - social condition can work bloody wonders.