HHhhmmmm. Moving on.

4 days on into my personal saga and things are...... good, actually.

There's been no dramatics, no hysterics, no melodrama. I never was one for melodrama anyways.... I did my email to the MasterChief and if he replies, then good. If he doesn't, to hell with him.

I took off the ring he gave me yesterday and I'm debating on what I should do with it. He didn't buy it for me, no. Rather, it was his birthstone ring. A sapphire. But the last time I saw him in Sept06, he mentioned that he was never going to ask for it back. I wonder if he knew then that this wasn't going to work out?

But there is a difference. Previously, when it was off, I'd feel as if something was missing. I'd hasten upstairs to my room and put it back on. But now? It's empty like.... forgotten jewelery. No biggie. That's how distant I am feeling right now.
You know, I have half a mind to pawn/sell the damned thing so I get SOMETHING out of this whole stupid situation. *wry grin* I'm certainly not going to wear it anymore!

How strange. Considering how upset I was on sunday, now 4 days on I feel.... nothing. I think it has to do with the fact that I haven't seen/heard/read anything of Phil for 6 months. That can really build up the distance. And it makes it easier to let go.

Great! I can move on with my life quickly! No moping! Life's too short! I've been a good & faithful woman! And to borrow a line from bad Hollywood moviews, now I need to go get laid. lol


No no.... scratch that last line. That's not an open invitation. Oh gods....