I've come through the last 24 hours surprisingly calm.
Oh, I didn't want to go to bed last night because I was feeling low (haha, what a surprise) and finally crashed at 5AM. But I slept soundly. Amazing. No bad dreams. I woke up tired but.... hey, I made it. I haven't done my reply yet to the MasterChief, but I think I know what I want to say to him. I do, however, want some answers. He owes me that much.
Think we're pretty much done though. *shrugs* I've been left alone for too long to feel wretched. I mean, what's changed, really?
So I walked in to work this afternoon, earlier than normal, and spoke to one of the managers. 2 weeks ago she asked me why I've vigourously resisted all the offers the company has made to hire me directly. Today I changed my position. I had to do a bit of explaining since I've been fending them off since early 2006 but she seemed really thrilled that I'd changed my mind.
I've also tried to follow up on my interview from 3 weeks back but... the position hasn't been filled yet. How curious. Rather suspect. Oh well.
The point is, I seem to be doing ok. I'm not my 100% ranty self, nor my 100% scintillating charming self. But I'm not... depressed/moody about it either. Just thoughtful. How strange.
I wonder if this is the lull before the storm. Heh.
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Good thoughts to you, amigo.
Whether or not there is a storm is largely up to you.
Just remember that, and you will be fine. It will take a little time to get back on a even keel, but there is certainly no reason to tip over.
Rich,
Thank you!
Trevor,
Ach, there'll be no storm. Neither will there be any hysterics or melodrama. Whatever happens, happens, eh?
Well, whatever happens should be shared with good friends :) They'll help you through anything.
sorry this happened. a big kitty hug.
Trevor,
Thank you.
Much appreciated!
Toots,
It's ok, ;ife goes on. And a kitty hug is always treasured :)
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